I have finally broken from the strain.

I phoned Care Fertility Clinic and told them what is going on. I asked them if the 5 needles I had in August would stop my September period.

They said no.

I asked them if it was possible to get pregnant using condoms.

They said yes, pregnancy has occured using all contraception and the only 100% effective method is not having sex.

They said if I was 2 weeks late they would want to do a pregnancy test on me.

They told me to come in on Tuesday morning for a blood test and a scan to see what is going on.

I am scared. Andy is not speaking to me either because I sent him a copy of above post (minus references to pregnancy) and when I asked him to bring DD4 back early so he could watch her while I'm in the clinic, he didn't respond.

He's probably out partying with EX-OW.

I phoned my friend and asked her to watch DD4 instead. I didn't tell her the reason I am going in.

Jo.