I'm sorry that this is rough on you. It must be rough having these concerns while possibly expecting.
Yet I saw in your postings a backhanded effort to be reassured by XH. And as we have seen over and over, the WAS is very self-focused and usually drops the ball when asked to care for others. Who knows why he's choosing to behave the way he is? And who cares?
What matters is that you take impeccable care of yourself, leaving little if any need for reassurance from him.
