Jo,

WOW!! How will Andy react?

XW sometimes talked about having another baby. I had dreams about it also, but she never said who she wanted the father to be. At the time I think I was a possible choice because we were having sex once or twice a week.

I would have persued it a bit, but with the CPS issues, drug issues with XW I was scared to bring anothe child into the sit.

If you are with child I support up 100%, let us know when you know.

I have worried that if you stay split with Andy that you would leave the board. I for one don't want to lose contact with you. You are an inspiration to me no matter what happens with Andy.

When things are down with XW and me, I feel like I have not much left inside to help others. I am sure we all feel like this from time to time, but I consider you to be a much needed friend and value your advice.

jdd


emotional rollercoaster