If only I can stay in this country maybe I will have a fighting chance,and show H.He's been telling me to get my head out of the clouds.That's not what he said when HE was the one who wanted me and I expressed no interest in having a long distance relationship and be made a fool when he changed his mind.
Now that he finally did change his mind (why did I even believe marriage would change anything,I seriously think I am cursed) and I got used to being here and made some good friends,I don't think it's fair for him to send me back.After all he's the one who wants to divorce.I believe in the sanctity of marriage and still love him deeply,even though he's being an a$$hole
