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.Why is it that now that I have made myself available to him and have expressed my feelings on having a better sexual relationship with him,he dosn't want me?Is he crazy or am I missing something?


Sometimes the harder you try, the more he pulls away because he knows he can get away with it.
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I practically tried to rape him,but he said that he didn't want to have sex with me anymore and that he had made up his mind that it was over.



Instead of being super sexy right now, just try to improve the friendship. It is less pressure on both of you.
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He expected me to initiate it every time


That does not sound right. When someone initiates all/most of the time, that is not fair.
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he is ready to ship me back to where I came from (Europe).


Which country? I don't know how long you can stay as a X wife, but how about as a college/ Vo_Tec student? Nurses are in demand.

Lou