Yesterday was just a good day overall. I was off from work and completed most of my to do list. Drycleaners groceries etc. I had told H that I was going to cook steaks outside for dinner and asked if he wanted ribeye or sirloin before he left for work. Ribeye won. He did not get home until almost 7 from picking up stepson. I was cleaning the house vacuuming when he came in. He came over and kissed me and told me he had to go back to work because he had forgotten to place an order. I just said okay, call me when you are on your way back and I will start cooking then. I just continued to vacuum the stairs as he left. He got to his car turned around and came back in and said he was going to do the order in the morning instead. So we spent the evening talking and he even suggested sitting outside on the patio. This is something we used to do alot. Sit outside listen to music drink a beer or two and talk about our goals and future. It was a nice evening. We never did cook the steaks. I guess that is what is for dinner tonight. H even woke up this morning and actually initiated ML. While I realize that all can change in a blink, I am just going to enjoy my moment. At least I see some effort from him which is more than I have in the past. I do not know for sure why he did not actually go back to work last night and why he turned around. He did not say and I did not ask. I am just glad that he did.
Its not about getting what you want, its about wanting what you already have.
