I can see how that particular journey would leave you numb and weary. It is good that you feel compassion for a man who disappointed you. I hope I can summon some compassion for my H should it come to that.
I just don't know how long I can stay here with my dignity and integrity intact. If I thought that this was as bad as it was ever going to get, I would give it a shot, but I think that this is just the tip of the iceberg as far as what my H is capable of saying is concerned. I am afraid that he will direct some terrible comment towards the kids. Maybe he'll regret it afterward, but you can't take some things back. The indictment my H has handed down re: FIL is more painful than dealing with child molestation. I just don't know how to go about overcoming this.
I don't mind the sun sometime
The images it shows
I can taste you on my lips
And smell you in my clothes
Cinnamon and Sugar
And softly spoken lies
You never know just how you look
Through someone elses eyes
BHS-"Pepper"
