Thanks Lillie. I posted there too. I need all the advice I can get right now. I am thinking about changing out of the work clothes and going out to have a beer with a couple of friends. Maybe it would do him good if I wasn't here when he gets home. Maybe it would do me good just to get out. I so don't want to be going through any of this. I am sure nobody does. I keep wondering if there is life out there. I do think a little drive therapy in my car with the music turned up may be needed right now. With gas prices it is almost as expensive!
Its not about getting what you want, its about wanting what you already have.
