If you are having this much turmoil over this situation right now...imagine how much more turmoil you will experience if you do something YOU do not want to do. As others have said on this BB, this will not help the situation. And if you give in and do what he's asking of you (which by the way...he's not respecting you by insisting on it) YOU will feel worse about yourself.
I know you love your H, and that does make this tough. But don't sell out for this, don't just give in. I must admit too that I'm wondering why he wants to see you with another guy...does he just want to watch, or be involved?
