Thanks Jak. Hitting a pretty big low right now. I just sometimes wish I could figure this out. Last night was insane for me. My H is crazy. I am pretty sure. This whole mess scares the hell out of me. I sometimes think maybe it is just me, but then I realize that it is not right now. I am just trying to find strength to deal with this. I can not even believe my life has become this f'ed up.
Its not about getting what you want, its about wanting what you already have.
