Happy Friday Everybody!

Thanks for your reply SLM, and you are absolutly right. There are several questions I want to ask but I know I will not like the answers in his present state of mind. It's just been in last couple of months that interactions have been friendlier. About 99% of our contact is related to our kids, but the big improvement is they are now more relaxed and friendly

I know that I have a long winding road ahead of me. Even though we have been physically separated for about 1 1/2 years, I have realized through much soul searching that the emotional separation was taking place for several years before that. My DBng only started in full force after D final at end of June. I now know that D had to happen cuz our R was not a healthy one and I needed to "see" that in order to be able to Grow as a person and hopefully as a wife to X again one day.

Thanks to all who take the time to read my thread. Any thoughts or advice wuold be greatly appreciated.

I WANT MY HUSBAND BACK!!!!!!!!!! (child stompping feet )

I know PATIENCE PATIENCE PATIENCE


God Bless and Prayers to All!

Maria

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We cannot solve the problems we face at the level of thinking that got us into them in the first place.
Albert Einstein