Quote: I don't hear the fear anymore, but I hear sadness, resignation, loss of enthusiasm, as if you this were some final, futile guesture and you've concluded you will never see or interact with her again.
Maybe. I don't think it's a final futile gesture; I could pick the rope back up and continue with the friendship. Whatever the outcome from a deep, meaningful, intimate relationship standpoint, I think we'll be friends. The resignation and lack of enthusiasm is true. I am enthusiastic about me. I spent last night doing nothing that great....shopping, rollerblading with the dog, watching football, chatting with a friend. I ate cereal for supper. But I felt good. It was a nice night because it's what I chose to do. Tonight I have my kids so another nice night.
Thanks,
Me
In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years. Abraham Lincoln
It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed. Theodore Roosevelt