I'm glad you've gotten to this point. No, wait, that's not true. I think you're fooling yourself. I think you want to feel this way, but I really don't think this is how you feel. I've seen this in you my friend, this cycle. I want XW, I pressure XW, I get a little step forward, Oh wait, I back off XW, I just want to be friends with XW.

Stop it man. You love her. You want to be with her. Be her friend, cool. But don't deny how you really feel.

Okay, just me. And you know I'm insane right now, so take it for what you want or nothing at all. I don't mind. (Is it too early to start drinking?)

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