Quote: Back away and carry on with your life anyway. You don't need that BS.
I'm having trouble today and it's my own fault for snooping. What good does that do me? Anyway, I think that she has expectations that when she gets to this concert that she will meet John Mayer and they'll have something. She certainly has good qualities, but I doubt a twenty something year old would recognize them or jump right in with a 40 year mother of two. If it's true, then I wish them well, but I don't care who it is, I believe I'm the one for her. She will either recognize it or not. But it is bugging me today. It is upsetting that she can't think ahead or see what she has in front of her. Even if true, what is the future of my XW and this twenty something year old singer?
Now who's losing his detachment and I don't care attitude? Me, that's who. And that says now more than ever I need to back away. Or maybe run away. Perhaps after this concert when she realizes the truth, it will put this fantasy to rest. But just maybe I should put my own little fantasy, of a new intimate R/marriage, to rest as well.
P.S. I mean, the ease with which she does this internet R crap, without meeting or even talking on the phone, is very disturbing. Is that what I want to get myself into?
Last edited by la_esperanza; 09/12/0505:33 PM.
In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years. Abraham Lincoln
It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed. Theodore Roosevelt
