I just needed some reasurrance on not doing a thing.
I can't make any promisses on not falling for someone although it does seem unlikely at this point but I will not put my complete life on hold for her. If I found another who made me feel special, I guess I would follow my heart. Like I was saying, I just can't do this anymore. I can't keep rippin the band-aide off waiting. If she does come back, I would have to see were I am at if with another I guess. But I have needs too.
The begging and pleading is what I did early on. Haven't relly done that just agrressively keeping in touch now. This is what I have to stop now.
I see you are up too. if you want to talk, call me. I am at work and up.
Jak466
State Trooper: Do you feel this vehicle is safe for highway travel?
Del Griffith: Yes sir. Yes. Yes I do. I mean she may not look like much but she'll get you where you wanna go.
