I'm glad you got the chance to get that all out to him. Sometimes you just have to clear the air. Take awhile to yourself and get yourself back together. If you can't do it, then you can't do it. There is absolutely nothing wrong with feeling the way you do. After all these years of loving him without any payback, most people would be long gone. You've shown remarkable strength and resilience, but you do need to think..."what's best for me".
I think he did a good job of validating your feelings. I hope he will see the light. Take care Jo. (((((Jo)))))
In the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years. Abraham Lincoln
It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed. Theodore Roosevelt
