Hi Wez

Maybe it is only in my family Whenever someone dies, someone else announces they are pregnant, and I just find it funny, as if it's part of a divine plan

I think that thing you said to your XW is really romantic, but probably a little crazy, LOL.

I follow the same rules with Andy regardless of whether he is interested or not. I don't call him - ever, and I don't suggest meeting him. I leave it to him to chase me.

I did put him back on msn messenger (at his request) and we have chatted on that 2 or 3 times in the last few days. He instigated 2 of those convos and I instigated 1. He is still not able to email me as he has been blocked since last April and is staying blocked, and in fact I told him he is staying blocked until we move in together, LOL.

He did email me through different addresses so I blocked off about 4 of them, LOL, and he gave up in the end.

I just go about my usual life and when he's here I am welcoming and when he suggests things, I usually agree. That's how I manage it.

I am seeing him tomorrow.

I still feel awful and in fact am going to lie down in a minute.

Jo.