I do enjoy my time with them, but somehow I don't believe it because of what he's done in the past and I'm pissed off at having a part-time R but then he is trying and last time he was here, he really made an effort.
So I think I'll have to try and be less skeptical and maybe that will help me feel more loving.
The other day I bought myself some flowers and a mug that says:
'The other day I ran into my ex, so I reversed the car and hit him again.'
That really made me laugh I haven't got the courage to make him a coffee in it, though
