Things are still going well. My H and I go to counseling together tonight. I've been going by myself for about a month because I thought it would be more beneficial for me to work on me rather than the M. Now that the M is healing, we are going together tonight. My thought for counseling tonight is to go over issues that concern me. Such as - why does my H feel that he has to be the hero? And that is what prompted his A. A girl was is need and he had to be her hero. Anyway, I want to us to be counseled tonight on how he can avoid this in the future.
My H came over to dinner last night and asked me out for dinner tonight after to counseling. Then he asked me to stay the weekend with him again for the second weekend in a row. I'm very happy about our progress and I trust in the Lord to continue his healing power but I must say, I still have to fight myself everyday not to look back and continue to look forward, not to pick up that burden again and look for God's grace. It is a very difficult journey but I believe that God is working with me to save this M and I'm doing my very best. My best is allowing my H to see the change in me and he is responding very positively. We have actually made plans for Thanksgiving and we're having the family over to our home for dinner. Including my daughter who said that she was going to spend the night with me and help me cook! This is the daughter who said she hated my H, but I think she knows that this is what I want so she wants me happy and she to is responding positively. Things are getting much better. Thanks to everyone who continues this journey with me!
