Just had to post. My H asked me to stay the weekend with him which I did. We had a wonderful weekend. We laughed, he cooked dinner for me all weekend and it was as normal as it was before the A. I believe my H is going to ask me to come home very soon. With that said, I've decided that I am not going home until he and I renew our vows. In other words, get re-married. He is going to have to ask me again to get married. That is my fresh start and I think it is the new beginning. I hope I'm not being silly for wanting this but I really feel in my heart that it is what it will take for me. A new commitment, a new vision for our marriage, and renewed marriage. I love my husband and I know without a doubt he loves me and he hurts so bad for hurting me and I truly don't think infidelity is something I'll ever have to worry about again. I know that there are not guarantees in life, but I believe that he has learned a valuable lesson and he knows what is important to him and I don't think he will ever take my love him for granted ever again.
