My H asked me last night if he could stay with me tonight (Firday) and then asked if I would spend the night in our home on Saturday. I said "sure". I'm looking forward to the weekend with him. Things are really improving! I know I'm still in recovery because frankly, I still am having very intrusive sleep. My mind just won't stop but I'm dealing with this alone rather than taking it out on my H. However, every morning my H asks me how I slept and I tell him "not very well." He always wants to know why and I am very vague and say I don't know. That is somewhat a lie because I know very why. I'm still replaying the betrayal. Is there any suggestions on how to get a good night's sleep without this constant thinking about the A. I've tried sleeping pills (perscription) but I still seem to wake up during the night. I don't believe my H will ask me to come home until he's convinced that I'm sleeping at night because he's afraid that I'll have relapse of angry outbursts. I believe he wants me to prove to him that I can move forward. Any advise?
