Update. I am controlling my anger to a point where my H asked me to come home. Things are going very well with us and it is all because I've decided to control my emotions. I have a long road ahead of me but positive things are happening and I've decided to keep the positive things going. I've been praying a lot and I'm not sure what path I'll be going down, but I do know that I am not in control of this any longer. I take one day at a time and I wait patiently to get an answer where I go with all of this. Right now, I feel as though my M is in the process of really moving forward -FINALLY! I'm at peace with this and my H is becoming very responsive to my more loving and kind spirit. Why not try to make it work? What do I have to loose?
