I know this is a piecing forum but I need some advise. My H and I went to MC last night and as usual, i became angry, etc. So, we have decided to take a one week break from all of this. No phone calls, no seeing each other and then, we'll take another look at our R. I can't find peace, why am I failing? Why is it so hard for me? He wants more than anything for me to forgive him, put our M back together and live happy like we once did. He has changed - actually for the good, why can't I give our M a try? Is there any advise why it seems that I struggle so much more than others on this board. Everyone seems to know what they want. Why don't I have a clear direction?
