Why is it that I can't make a decision and stick with it? I am truly killing myself. My health is going downhill, my mental state is getting worse, not better. I thought after 5 months, I would start to feel a little more acceptance of the situation, but I am getting worse. Not because my H hasn't tried everything, he has given in to all of my requests, but I can't seem to make a decision to work on our M or leave. I am suffering beyond words, any advise?
