Thank you for our post. I talked to my MC last night - alone. He said sometimes things are too broken. I think he may be right. I really believe that my H is not what I want. I'm not sure if I love the man or I love being with someone - I've realized that I'm co-dependant. I don't think my H was who I should have been with from the start. I struggled in deciding to marry him, we were engaged for 2 1/2 years. The reason was because it never felt right, but I took a huge leap of faith and tried it and it failed. I really need to find some peace in letting this M go but I struggle with the thought of being alone and the thought of him with someone else. Again, co-dependancy. I also struggle if I divorce him that I'll be sorry.
