LFL good question. I dont know, you tell me. She will find out OM is F'ing her over shortly after D is finallized, but she wouldnt have to find it out if .... anyways. The truth will be known and true value shown. I am moving and eliminating possibilities of contact on Dday. It breaks my heart for her to know this ahead of time, it would probably overcome my better judgement if we had contact down the road. She can be very seductive and persuasive. Must keepmypower.
Karen it was crazy making in the beginning, but its easier to ignore then the emotional phone calls. I wouldnt put up with this behaivior in anyone else, not going(trying) to go crazy with her. sometimes I sense that she looked at meduring our reconcil, like you looked at your x.
my actions this second time would be totally different if there were no OM. I refuse to as-if a second time to such disrespectful, self destructive behaivior. I am receptive to her contact, but I initiate nothing. I think we all know how that works with M/F R's.
Naive is a great word describing a woman acting like a little girl, not good describing blackfoot. blech.
more music... three days grace, hate everything about you; nickleback, figured you out; The CULT, ALL of it; finger eleven, one thing; cat stevens, wild world and first cut is the deepest; not really clashing libido music.
need to go tear apart globule post I've been avoiding it.....
