Blackie,
There is nothing wrong with your libido. You are going through one of the most depressing things a person can go through and your feelings are perfectly understandable.

I was just messin with ya.

I secretly did find it interesting that a boner fide HD guy goes through periods of ND, but that's all.
I hope your mind and body start to level out soon.
It's always a disconcerting feeling to have your body acting like a totally different person, than what you have known your whole life. I felt like this during pregnancy, when my hormones would go into an even higher overdrive. Once a day was not enough and I always sorta weirded myself out.

Take care and have a good weekend!
HP