Deb - Thanks for the posts. I really do find them useful, and does give me a whole lot of inspiration to continue fighting for my M.... or rather fighting off the OW..LOL.

"..most hellish fight she ever had in her life and she will never forget it". Kinda kept my fire lit enough to keep going!
Ditto...Think it's so much easier to go-on when we take the "emotional bit that we have for our H" out of the way, and focus on the external, i.e OW....

My H said almost the exact same things, I think his words were that he knew it had to end, it was just hard, that I should know he always does "the right thing" because I probably know him better than anyone else on earth, and that I needed to give him space and be patient. Where do these guys buy this script they read?????
I do hope and pray that my H will have the courage and strength to END it with OW, and do the RIGHT THING. I mean deep down, he is a good person and always does the right thing...he's just mis-guided??? As one of my mentors said "he is a boat that has misplaced an oar, and is going round and round in circles. Soon...soon, he'll find the missing oar". SO, keeping my fingers crossed.

I mean, whatever could he be looking at when those "wardrobe malfunctions" happen?????

Deb- I really liked this one. LOL Yes, I agree. This experience has indeed turned me into a naughty woman... HE HE HE. Yes, I've been errr...exposing here and there a little more...he he he.. BUt I have to say the quickie the other day... I didn't have to do anything...I came back from work in a simple tight dress...albeit short. He was the one that suggested it... HE HE HE.

KDK, KISMET, BONKERS, ANNA, KDU - Thanks for checking up on me. SOrry that I didn't acknowledge earlier. Was trying to juggle between posting and working. Bad YOYO, I know. So, will turn to a new leaf and post only at home....

Journalling..
Thursday night...I took H to the station to catch a train. S5 came running out and crying, and said "I want dadddddyyyy!" I am sure that must have pulled H's heartstrings a mighty lot. Anyway, before I went to bed, I texted H, and he called me immediately. We chatted, laughed. So was pleasant.

Next morning... H texted and said that he's leaving for the airport already...He found out his flight to LA was at 5 pm or thereabouts. I called him and we had a short chat. No R talks. Just small talk. So, I did do the "checking bit"...called his mobile about 6 pm..and the phone had a "unreachable message"...so, I guessed he was telling the truth about his flight... Yup...had to check...

So, H is stil in the plane....and would be away for a week. SO, guessed will be calm see for at least a week. FINGERS CROSSED that he will come to his senses??!!?

GOt to go now. Later..

One Day at a TIME!!
It's a bright sunny future!!!