Hiya all...Am back from my holiday. Was great fun with the girls. Yes, there were yummy guys around.
Journalling...NOT FOR THE FAINT-HEARTED!! Last Wed - H called me early in the morning to wish me a good trip. We had a short chat. Whilst I was washing up, H texted "Would have loved to come back and give you a good f**k before you go...." I replied "He He He...Would be nice if you could. Been rather h@#nt lately. BTW, it's our "legal" 9 year anniversary today. I guessed could say that 3/4 of those years were good?" H texted back and mentioned something about my h@#nyness but didn't acknowledge the 9 year anniversary bit. No time to fret or worry abou that. Was rushing off to do some last minute chores before meeting my girlfriends. At about 1 pm, I was at the airport waiting for my flight when H called my mobile. He had just flew back from Country Y to Country X, and his good friend was the pilot. H passed the line to his friend R, and R actually wished me "Happy Anniversary"...so, I guessed H must have told him about it. R and I chatted abit and then he passed the phone back to H. We chatted a little bit more...
Thursday...H called during Breakfast and asked how come I didn't text him when I arrived in Mauritius. I told him that I texted my mom already. H then asked "You didn't get my texts??" I said No. It was a short call...
Friday....H called about 2 pm. We chatted abit. And again, he asked if I received his texts. I said NO (I really did not). Asked if there were any good-looking guys. ANd of course my answers were "YES". Then he went on to dictate what I can do and cannot do with regards to those guys.
Saturday...No calls from H. But loads of texts from my MIL. Asking me all sorts of questions about Mauritius. Gosh...was hoping that she would stop texting...as it costs
Sunday...H called me around noon. Again...asked me about those guys. And asked if I got his texts. Again I said NO. I said "The girls were saying that maybe you didn't text but said that you did". H replied "Yes, I did Okay. I will show you the log from my phone. Plus loads of h@#ny texts to you...please don't let the girls know about that..." Mmm....he is missing me???
Sunday midnight... Arrived back home. H called to check if I am home yet. TOld him No...in the cab and picking up my car from my mom's place. And he suggested that I should stay over at my mom's. Told him No, as I preferred my own bed...
Monday...This was a day of texts, phone calls and IMs... all naughty ones!!! H IMed me in the afternoon at work. SOme of his remarks... H: wore your 'G' bikini?? this chat is making me having a hard on..let;s have phone sex tonight. well...have been thinking abt f**king you in every position imaginable ...wanna f**k you hard soon ..well...i have to say you are the best f**k ever...the thought of you riding me...any way...let's do phone sex tonite???. just a thought if i'm not too busy with customer...you wanna come over for a f**k this weekend?? Will f**k you at least 3 times a day...out in the open..and i really wanna b**g you hard. Let's do it together Then he had to go for a meeting....
An hour and a half later, H IMed me again. H: are you still h@#ny??? Or cool down already? just came out of meeting and all i can think of is f**king you from behind!!! missed l**king you and sticking my tongue in your wet c**t. really...stick my fingers in and rub your g-sp*t now that you can c*m with my fingers in you. I want you to take a picture of your w#t c**t for me tonite!!! no face...for me when i pl*y with myself...pls....I want your h@#ny c**t. wanna see the moist dripping c**t
Needless to say, I could hardly concentrate on my meetings .... After my meeting, I saw that H had left a message on my phone about 3.40 pm; H: you wanna fly over on sat afternoon n back on sunday for a f**k? KLM is only $ online. Me: You gonna pay for my ticket? H: so you really gonna fly over for a f**k? Me: No...just asking. Then H called me. Had a short chat and again, mentioned about phone s@x for tonight....
After dinner, I called H so that the boys could speak to him. After the call, I got another text from H. H: quickly go back n put them to bed. I want u to get f**ked tonight!! Me: If I come over, what's gonna happen? Are you gonna shoo me away after the f**k? you gonna pay for the ticket? H: There's gonna be at least half a dozen f**king sessions! Not just one. Will check net for bookings. I'll pay. Now go look for something to f**k urself with. I put the the boys to bed, and when I came back to my room, found another text on my phone "Are you nice and w#t yet? Call me then." Okay...we did have phone s#x. After that, H asked me if I was Okay.
Later, I sent him a text, and H called me. As for the trip, he said "I may have to play golf with the customer ...blah blah blah... I will check and tell you tomorrow. My usual remark "You are talking the talk again. Nevermind...".
This morning... Tuesday. H just texted me. H: Can't book already....need one week. I'm going to B for golf...$$ per round. Me: you..talk talk. Don't want to hear already. H: I'm coming for meeting on either Tues or Wed next week.
Well, not replying to this text. Let's see....what happens next.
Yoyo - Glad you had a good time in Mauritius. H did seem a bit threatened by that didn't he. Its like he got what he wanted as in phone sex and knowing you would fly over so he backed off again. This is just my opinion and I could be wrong but as long as they know they have us where they want us they will keep talking the talk but not walking the walk. Actions speak louder than words.
Could you play a bit harder to get and if he starts this sex talk again tell him if he misses you he can fly to you. Just a suggestion but that way you are not running to him he is the persuer which allows you to keep GALing...... What do you think....>KDU
If you don't mind a bit of male advice. Next time, don't let him c^m with the phone sex. It's a guy thing. He lost his drive because he got what he wanted. Get him worked up good and then say "Now fly your ass over here if you wanna finish the job!" That's assuming it's what you want of course. Don't let him "off" so easy!
KDU, Kismet, BigAl... Thanks for the advice. I will try to remember to let him have his cake and eat it too. Problem is I am really missing IT. And was quite happy to go along with the phone s#x session. Gosh.... Can't believe that I am so hard-up ??? I think it's true that he got me where he wanted, and is backing away. mmm... why do they do this? Surprisingly, I am still doing fine. Perhaps the endorphins from my holiday is still in me. I hope my PMA will not go down.... Seriously, I think I am doing fine with H not around. I go to work, have my kids, my friends... It's only when he comes back and try to mess with my head that I go coo-coo. Oh well..have to control that better the next time when he comes back... on Tuesday/or Wed or so he says... Will probably stay in the hotel again, I guessed. Not gonna dwell on that.
After the few texts, I did send him another text Me: It was good while it lasted.. No answer from him. But won't get depressed or sad or upset. I did send him another text with regards to sending $$. He did text back and mentioned that he would do it this Thursday. So, will see.
R and I chatted abit and then he passed the phone back to H. We chatted a little bit more...
Although I think phone sex without the real thing may be just as frustrating 
(pun definately intended)
And was quite happy to go along with the phone s#x session. Gosh.... Can't believe that I am so hard-up ??? I think it's true that he got me where he wanted, and is backing away. mmm... why do they do this? Surprisingly, I am still doing fine. Perhaps the endorphins from my holiday is still in me. I hope my PMA will not go down.... Seriously, I think I am doing fine with H not around. I go to work, have my kids, my friends... It's only when he comes back and try to mess with my head that I go coo-coo. Oh well..have to control that better the next time when he comes back... on Tuesday/or Wed or so he says... Will probably stay in the hotel again, I guessed. Not gonna dwell on that. 