KDU, Kismet, BigAl... Thanks for the advice. I will try to remember to let him have his cake and eat it too. Problem is I am really missing IT. And was quite happy to go along with the phone s#x session. Gosh.... Can't believe that I am so hard-up ??? I think it's true that he got me where he wanted, and is backing away. mmm... why do they do this? Surprisingly, I am still doing fine. Perhaps the endorphins from my holiday is still in me. I hope my PMA will not go down.... Seriously, I think I am doing fine with H not around. I go to work, have my kids, my friends... It's only when he comes back and try to mess with my head that I go coo-coo. Oh well..have to control that better the next time when he comes back... on Tuesday/or Wed or so he says... Will probably stay in the hotel again, I guessed. Not gonna dwell on that.
After the few texts, I did send him another text Me: It was good while it lasted.. No answer from him. But won't get depressed or sad or upset. I did send him another text with regards to sending $$. He did text back and mentioned that he would do it this Thursday. So, will see.
And was quite happy to go along with the phone s#x session. Gosh.... Can't believe that I am so hard-up ??? I think it's true that he got me where he wanted, and is backing away. mmm... why do they do this? Surprisingly, I am still doing fine. Perhaps the endorphins from my holiday is still in me. I hope my PMA will not go down.... Seriously, I think I am doing fine with H not around. I go to work, have my kids, my friends... It's only when he comes back and try to mess with my head that I go coo-coo. Oh well..have to control that better the next time when he comes back... on Tuesday/or Wed or so he says... Will probably stay in the hotel again, I guessed. Not gonna dwell on that. 
