KDU - Thanks. I know that what he says seems positive but somehow, the actions speak otherwise...I mean it's rather weird with this flying back to this country for only like 5 hours, and for me to pick him up and drop him at the hotel. Plus the missing toolbox. It's all too fishy. For all I know, H is sweet-talking both me and OW. *sigh* Yes, I know that I am ASSuming now...but I am not really making a big deal out of these things to him...but verbalising it over here and to my close gf. I am rather apprehensive about his sincerity and at the same time HOPEFUL. I don't know..quite contradictory, really...As he says to leave things as it is and he will make things right...we'll see if he really will walks the walk/walks the talk in months to come. I have been in this sh!t for 6 months now...and as I told H, he has another 4 months to go. So, lets see these 4 months will have enough positive changes to propel my sitch from here to "Piecing". I am Hoping...praying...and DBing... I have to say that I've zipped my mouth quite well lately...the thought of the rubber band TWANG really did do the trick. Did give him a call about an hour ago. Adhering to the LIGHT on the boys philosophy. H was in a meeting, picked up the phone sounding serious...and I was expecting him to say that he can't talk. But he did leave the meeting room and said "I'm out now. Anything?" Told him that boys wanted to speak to him, and passed the phone to S5 and then S8. When I took the phone...I just said Bye and ended the call.
So...another calm day.... until his next visit, I guessed.
Did give him a call about an hour ago. Adhering to the LIGHT on the boys philosophy. H was in a meeting, picked up the phone sounding serious...and I was expecting him to say that he can't talk. But he did leave the meeting room and said "I'm out now. Anything?" Told him that boys wanted to speak to him, and passed the phone to S5 and then S8. When I took the phone...I just said Bye and ended the call.
