Yoyo, you are doing fine. I hope the weekend works out. Do whatever you need to do to get through it. If you feel like you can't face H, then don't. I think sometimes we are so busy focusing on their needs, we forget about ourselves. But this is the time when we need to be extra loving to ourselves.
Plus it will be a good 180 if your Mum picks them up. Hope your dinner party goes well.
Have a fantastic weekend. Make sure you get some chilled out just Yoyo time in there
