Yoyo slap on the wrist for you. You told H not to call you and now you are upset that he hasn't. You didn't truly know anything about OW but yet you bought her up. What if he hasn't had any contact with her and by you mentioning her and acting all funny he things mmmm I will ring OW now. Yes Yoyo you are being naughty but hey I do know why it is b/c you are getting impatient again and wanting a reaction out of H. You texting him 3 times over rubbish things was b/c you couldn't get him out of your head and they seemed like good excuses at the time all you are doing though is annoying your H and pushing him away which is not what you want to do. This is all part of the rollercoaster but the 1st thing you must learn is not to play games as you can lose. Don't do things to get a reaction out of H. You know that the less you do the more they come towards us but the more you do the futher they pull away, think about it and you will see I am right. Now Yoyo your H has been showing you signs of reconciliation for awhile now and for some reason every time he shows you he is getting closer and being nice to you, you go and blow it ask yourself why. Now I dont mean for this to be harsh Yoyo you know I don't but I just wanted to point out to you all the stuff you already know as you seem to have forgotten. This is a hard journey and it is only b/c we are so desperated and lonely that we do the wrong thing and we have all done it so don't beat yourself up about it just try and get those DB shoes back on and start again. This time it is you YoYo so change your approach my dear b/c you can you have before, keep busy to keep your mind off him. If you get the urge to ring or text him go and do something else until it passes.((((())))))KDU
