Nope...can't stabilise this yoyo!!! I did the unthinkable!!! I texted H.
Me: R u still alive? Figured that even if u leave us, would still need to know that u r alive, or I should go collect the insurance $$. Unless you've left it other. Then we get 0. H: No, I haven't changed to the name to someone else, and don't intend to. Just spoke to SIL#2. Call you later. Me: She is with you, isn't she? H: I am at golf. She is moving into her new house. Me: Wow! You know her daily schedule. How Wonderful! Thanks for sharing that with me. Enjoy your golf game. Now I know u r alive, it's okay.
Okay... I know BIG BIG Backslid in DB terms. But I am glad I did it. I don't care if H is angry or what. Call me impatient , call me crazy....I am just sick and tired of all this round-and-round and all this yoyo-ing, all this sick promises. Okay there...I've vented out.
