Am I impatient? Probably, but aren't we all. It all just seems to go so slowly.
Am I going crazy? .
No. Honey, you are already there Must be, to put up with all of this, keep going back for more. At times, I think we all think we must be mad for doing this.
It's my fault, isn't it??
A definite no! He decided to have the A. Your pulling back is not responsible for his actions. I think he is probably having a conflict with his feelings/emotions. I can see that he is trying to reconnect and then pulls away, which I think is pretty much text book (even more so if mlc).
Some wise person on this board (sorry I can't credit whose wisdom this is) likened it to making friends with a feral kitten. They will come close, and then run away again, and while you can hold your hand out, they have to make that decision.
Must be, to put up with all of this, keep going back for more. At times, I think we all think we must be mad for doing this.
