YoYo again your sitch is staying true to your name. I think what BB said is the best advice for you at the moment. I can't for one moment imagine what it is like to be in your sitch it is so up and down. One positive is that no matter what you seem to say H cannot stop contacting you and that has got to be a good sign. Just keep doing what feels right at the time but dont jump back too quick....KDU
