Hey Yoyo. I agree with the others about going dark. Stop thinking about OW. Once you do you will feel soooo much better...trust me on this. Act as if H and you are S and there is no OW in the pic.
From reading your last post, H's phone calls to you are positive ones. It looks like he wants to keep you updated on what is going on with his job and stuff. I would keep the calls friendly with him and try not to react to any of the negative (I know easier said than done).
M:43 H:37 D14 (ours) D18 (mine) S22 (mine) S18 (his) S: 10/2004 Bomb: 2/15/05 In/out of home Living with OW #4 Talks of D for 2-1/2 years