Me too. After her narcotic withdrawal crisis, by most outward appearances it would seem like my M is in a better place than it has been in a long, long time; since back way before the bomb dropped. She's sharing parts of her life, I'm doing everything I can to help her out, and she's become more comfortable and more genuine with expressions of caring like telling me to enjoy my run.
And she talks to Om whenever she can and professes her love. So while it's easy to see progress in our R, I don't feel any progress in our M. In reality the progress in the R is a necessary prerequisite to progress in the M. So you're doing very well even if you don't feel it.
And TG, if you keep quarterbacking like that some other team with a respectable defense is going to make you an offer you can't refuse...no matter how loyal you may be to the hometown team.
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