Missing, I sometimes wonder if we taped their words and played them back during a rare moment of lucidity, what would they think of themselves? Sorry for your troubles and pain.
KML - I know you are right on the money. Part of me wants to protect H because I still love him, but the rest of me wants to just say "right on." He knew, on some level at least, that I knew. He just didn't want to "deal" with it. It was like if he denied it, he could keep going on with his little charade. (Sorry Zuki, it's true.)