Rottzilla and Rottzuki post again!

[WCW]

Sometimes a hiatus isn't bad, I wear out if I dwell on 'fixing' things 24/7.

Are you happy about looking at a house and securing a future together? or are you apprehensive about the future and dreading the lockdown?

This affair stuff sure sucks. You have your H and not sure how to feel about affection from him. I sort of have my H, we are in the same house, but I don't affectionately have him. I am so focused on trying to get that from him that I have blocked out my feelings about him being with another woman. Someday I will have to address those emotions again, when and if H ever decides that I am an okay person to be affectionate with again. I continue to wait for him to initiate a hug.

I don't think there is anything wrong with you and how you feel. It is all so fresh, your pain is still high. Zuki does need to help you thru it, give you space but don't be distant. And you need to help him understand your needs.