Just saying hey and what's up to you all. Zuksters and I are going today to look at a house. Guess things can't be all that bad. Nothing new to report. We haven't been doing any work on our M, mostly just ignoring the issues, I guess. I feel kind of left out of this whole thing.
Some days he kisses me and I just want to turn aside and not kiss him. But then I am worried I will hurt his feelings. It's only been two weeks and I feel like he thinks we should be past all of it already. But I am not. Is there something wrong with me? I don't want him to touch me, but he does anyway. He is happy and skipping along, but I feel empty inside.
I'm sorry, guys. I had meant to make this a happy post, but I just am not happy. I tried reaching inside to find something good and fun, but there is nothing there right now but pain and confusion and emptiness.
