I just want to say thank you for your dialogue w/me. I realized that the desire to pursue a divorce was just a reaction to feelings. Yes, I'm tired of being hurt but I now understand that a D will not change those feelings.
Yeah, you were right, I was trying to control things again.
So for now I'm working on myself and living my life and when the time is right, he will come back home.
Thanks for waking me up -- I certainly had myself convinced that what I was planning to do was the right thing for the right reasons.
