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over lunch I wrote a letter to H. An x-rated smoker if I do say so myself. very much a 180 for me. Do I give it to him? I could leave it in his mail box here at work for him to get some time this evening; I could mail it to his out of town office. I could put it in his cereal box or I could put it inside the medicine cabinet where his tooth brush and shaving cream are.

I'm not sure what to do, it's so unusual for me it's scary! I've never done anything like this in my life! I did have an email from him about how busy he is today (no ILY's in it , darn it)....So I don't know how he will respond. it feels like a really big risk. I'm sure he will be surprised if not shocked.

In his email H said monster called in sick today. she looked quite perky yesterday! and that he hasnt laid eyes on her for 2 or 3 weeks, so she must be wanting to run into me. the slimy w---e.

Anyway, any thoughts on my steamy letter???? I still can't believe I wrote this!

been around awhile!