last night H commented on what a good day he'd had because it was "monster free", how much more fun and relaxing it was to not have to worry about running into her.
This morning he wore the special t-shirt he reclaimed from her, and asked me to wrinkle spray it for him...I commented "ah, THE SHIRT", and he said yes, it was, it was too bad she wasnt there to see it because it always irritated her when he wears it, she always wanted it back, guess she has a collection of shirts from other guys, and wanted to add it to her trophy collection. I asked how she ever talked him out of it, and he said "it was really early on" and that it came back pretty early, too. I said something about what an irritant she still is, and H said "oh, now, she's probably off having the time of her life"....which really irritated me, and I said "again?" real sarcastically (thinking of 2 years ago this very week when she and H were on trip to our vacation spot) and H chuckled and said "yeah, again!" I asked what she does with her D when she takes off on her jaunts, and h said sends her to her dad's, where she doesnt want to go. He did comment that "she really doesnt get to go on very many trips" to which I responded "no, probably only when she takes up with a new guy"; H said she has to find guys who like to go to good places...problem with the live-in she dumped for H was he only liked to go to car races. I told H it chaps my @ss, still, she's had a heck of a lot more kid-free vacations than I ever have, just by dumping her kid and taking up with whoever looks best at the moment. H agree about the # of kid free vacations, and said he'd convinced there will be a high price to pay for the kid-dumping, if it hasnt already started.
Anyway, what a parasitic wh--e. Just amazing. I wish she would stay there, though. then I wouldnt have to see her pathetic irritating @ss.
Sorry, just needed to vent. Feeling a little raw I guess remembering all the horrible pain from 2 years ago this very week. I dont' even want to go into detail, because it just makes it more vivid. except to say it was awful.
And here she is, taking off again this same time on another big trip and here I am, still doing my best to keep it all together for my family. Sound a little pis-y this morning, don't I?
Well, anyway, I'm going to stop and pick up some dumbbells to keep in my office that I can use at lunch (I figure 15 minutes of that/day couldnt hurt a thing) and get my hair trimmed and colored.
Trying to really get my focus back to working out and getting my life back on track in other areas after the havoc wreaked by the monster stomping her way through.
