thanks, SP...yeah, it stinks, doesnt it? I'm just kind of in a fog right now. I may be overreacting (I'm sure that's what H would say)...but I'm really having a hard hard time. If I didnt have an important meeting here at work, I think I'd go home sick. I'm surprised how hard this has hit me. guess I shouldnt be though.
I did get 2 short emails from H over lunch break, both of them saying "I sure love you"....I just didnt have the heart for a conversation with him, emailed back "ILY too" and let it go at that...see I have another email, don't know if it's from him or not.
I keep asking myself why I'm so upset, I guess it is the stupid old trust thing. We'll never get past it if he keeps doing this.