only have a minute to post, will need to catch up tomorrow, but yesterday was a weird, off-kilter, out-of-sorts kind of day. I actually blew up at H, it's a long story, but the gist is I'd had a really wild day, ran errands after work, was hurryied getting home to make supper, feed critters, balance check book and pay bills.
H came home, went to the fridge to get a cold beer...and there wasnt one, he'd asked me to put one in for him and I forgot. H commented snottily "I guess my simple request was too much". and I blew sky high. it was brief, I don't even remember what I said. but the look on his face was total shock. later he apologized for coming in grumpy, and I apologized for snapping at him, but you know, I have to admit, I didnt WANT to apologize, I was po'd at him for being so damn rude. Lord, I was mad. I couldnt believe he said such a thing.
It was kind of a rough night, I don't think he slept much. Things seem better today. I'll have to fill in details in Am, gotta go get S13, but I know H and I are both under a lot of stress with work and D and her H moving in with us for a while, It's kinda scary to me.
I can't believe how mad I was at him though. it's a good thing I didnt have anything to throw.
