I know it's silly and idealistic, but i have a computer file with every email I've ever gotten from H.....I was just moving some into that file and started reading some, and I noticed that back as recently as July, there werent nearly as many mushy ones. I probably never wrote it here, but that was a goal I kinda had, to get some emails that at least approached the mush I read he sent to monster. Now every day I get at least one that says ILY...which seems more sincere than the flowery stuff.
So, another tiny goal met!!!!! I'm gonna allow myself a
Of course the important question is, what did I do to bring this about....hmmmm, I guess that I started very slowly and in itty bitty bits and bites sending him tiny bits of "mush" and flirts and come-ons. Evidently they work. I do recall being scared to death to do it, but decided to try a little and see what happened.
Theres a lesson here I need to take note of. Tough to do without "pressuring", though
