STILL Morphing 9

[BeingMe]

It still amazes me how similar are the words and phrases and actions our WAS's present. From forgetting hurtful things, to the extreme statements. My H also made suicidal statements, although rather ambiguous ones, i.e. said he wishes he was dead, but not that he would actually kill himself. This made me very nervous. Also, my H is far more connected to me than I can ever remember. He is also very loving and affectionate - much more than he has ever been in our 20 year marriage. This MLC is like a disease. I see the OW as a bacteria that has to be treated. I actually told that to H. He still cannot believe that he did what he did.

Keep up the good work. I feel like you and I are in similar rungs of the ladder, so to speak, although I have a lot of trust issues still to deal with, and I think some anger, especially for the OW which I know is not good for me, and I should let it go. How have you dealt with that?