Yeah this could be true but as much as it hurts and it is hard to imagine my life without H it is time to do it. I really feel my H is so caught up in his own little selfish world that there is no room for me. He cannot see that he is to blame for anything and in his eyes I am totally to blame. That is his problem as I refuse to take all of the blame. I truly doted on him and gave him so much and although I find it hard to imagine my life without him I have to no matter how hard it is. This will take me awhile but I will concentrate on being the best mother I can be for the moment and hopefully the rest will come with time.
