Hey KDU .... Hang in there!!! I know it is sooo hard. One day we are feeling so gooood about ourselves and can live without our Hs, and another, we feel like we need them... it's just so yoyo!! I think someone said that our moods can be so yoyo that it can change few times even within the hour!! HE HE EH...Just hang in there and I am sure the rides gonna stop one day.....when it runs out of power or battery or whatever...even the Duracell battery-powered bunny will have to stop one day...